Pure insanity

Pure insanity,
mind confused cause no one seems to help me
Tear drops flowing from my eyes,
take this rain please
and give me the sunshine to make me believe
that everything will be alright
It feels like my head is going to explode
with all these thoughts i keep withholding
Some people might not believe me
and even might call me crazy
but I'm just trying to get thru this so let me
Be myself, even if its not the norm
Not knowing whether this cruse is my deform
But i will stay in this rainstorm,
and let these precious drops hit me once more
Dragging me down under my platform