Pain and Joy

Is it with the joy, how I cry so much pain
Is it with the pain, I want joy everyday
Is with the games, I see lies come my way
While I go thru lines, joy and pain guides my way

With a whole arsenal of words, I breathe thru my lungs
While I walk thru the shadows, I see the daemons come run
While I am trying to find my place, I see the angles have already sung
Then I see that my life, have already begun
So late, I wish I knew what happen son
Times past so fast, I wish I have choose to spoken
All those words that come from above
And all those words to become, the godson
Lets cry, and forget about those bad times
Speak wide and relish all those downtimes
In a lifetime you only see few spring times
A few sunny days, and a few dark times
In the meantime you move on your way and walk high
Get on your way, there is no need for wartime
All that fighting and getting no peacetime
Pain comes in three, but the joy is right beside
Inflected with the wounds of joy that's on your mind
Pierced with the thorns that's all in your spine
No cries,no yells, no one can hear my poem lie
Down words for healing, all you need is some time
Then I will predict what is left for I
With the stories that some people seem to comply
Time flies by and I can see all my outcries
But the Joy will over come all the pain inside