Fears

With a pen a paper u write your vision
Contradiction these words, divine intervention
Predicting your turn, deja vu all over again
What the fuck is wrong with me, what the fuck happened
In actuality these words make me cringe
From all the pain, asking were the glory will begin
Mind unstable, trembling for avenge
Just give me a reason to seek my revenge
Some people say I write so dark
This is all I know cause my mind fell apart
Used to be all cool, used to be that dude
But Personality changed up so now I am all misconstrued
Day to day life ain't what it used to be
Going thru it one at a time it’s getting used to me
Scriptural notions, visual potions
We only use a little of it so why all this co-motion
Might have to lock me up in a crazy house
Might have to call and let the shrinks come out
I need help, maybe just a little timeout
Hurry up for I do something and turn my lights-out
But let me slow down I don’t really mean that
Let me take a breather I don’t need to combat
Just need someone to comeback
Only thing I need is a little chitchat
Time will tell how this will all end
Might be for real or all pretend
But I don’t get it, why is this shit here
Taking over my life making me see many fears