Through the eyes of others

Through the eyes of others everything has a different meaning
Were one action can convey so much feeling
Determined to close wounds and start your own healing
And not to look back at other wrong misdealing
Learning to push off what others might see and say
As they don't know the real reason behind it like you may
Going thru it over and over again from Monday to Sunday
It seems that it starts all over as you live in replay
Formulating their own notations from what there eyes perceive
Putting you name in conversations, but acting all naive
Not knowing and trying to stop you from what you're trying achieve
While taking matters in their own hands as they live in make believe
From the other side of the room they look and laugh
But if they were closer they would be flabbergasted
Not knowing what really happen to you in the past
But through the eyes of another they see you feel like an outcast
Through the eyes of others so much pain can be felt
Were the one you hold higher then any other doesn't know what was dealt
Finding yourself dazed and glazing into there eyes
Saying " I wish she/he was here to be all mines"
But knowing what you want will never happen in your lifetime
Being all alone making you fear the nighttime
Trying to find a way but in the meantime
You find someone else that can feel your heart cry
Through the eyes of others friendship can be born
Their care can be worn
Their trust can make you reborn
As they have always sworn
Not to break your heart or leave it torn
Through the eyes of others you can live some more