After Love

Body and soul detach as you loose control
Now your all alone, with no one to consol,
Your feelings, believeing you have it all under control
But after love hits, you feel your life is in a hellhole
Wrapped up in so much turmorall, you sink deeper into that hole
Trying to be strong and trying to still enroll
Into the life cycle, that has you by the armhold
Trying to defer you from all of your goals
Provoking many actions, that goes without someone asking
Causing re-occurrences of visions that you keep on battleing
Fighting with the soul, as you try to keep a hold
To the connection you once had,but now you lost you sense of controll
Sumblimmal notions that stir up so much commotion
Having you linking up daily routines like it was your potion
As you need to find a way to keep hold of those emotions
You intoxicate yourself into believing its not misfortune
As it worsens, you see the plot thicken
Leaving behind the one and only mission
To find a way to carry on and leave everything were it belongs
And not to dwell on the past
So now you find help on that one and only friend
Who was there for you in thick and thin
Now finding your self thinking of them in a different way
Not knowing if they have the same feelings to display
But you keep them close anyway, Waiting for that call every single day
Just a few mintues to see what they may say,
To ask about your day
Maybe even to say i am on the way
So we can hang out and convey many messages
With no discretion,
Maybe to show some affection
So this is my Testament, sometimes it makes me sick
To feel this way, but i layed out all the evidence
So all that i just ask is you read this and write me back
Maybe we can finally have a conversation that will both make us glad